Thursday 14 April 2022

Meditating my fear and pain away


There are many battles I talk to you about everyday 

But there are several others I still am not comfortable opening up

I try to avoid those subjects even when talking to self 

I just quietly meditate about them praying to my lord

Meditating my fears and pain away 

Has helped me in the toughest times 

When things are really adverse and I feel I won’t survive 

I just focus and repeat my prayers aloud closing my eyes 

It at least leaves no space for doubt 

As my brain is totally occupied 

I hear my heart beating faster 

This too shall pass to it I repeatedly utter

I also try to smile as wide as river Nile 

Cracking a useless joke trying to cover up things by underplaying my pain 

It does help me cope up many a times 

And also keeps my family floating 

Talking of them, yes they are my first priority 

I don’t want my sickness hamper their happiness

But honestly no matter how hard I try 

Some days without their support I cannot sail

Rest of the days I double up their joys 

Trying really hard to add fruitful moments 

Staying strong as much as I can 

Life is a gamble I some day wish to win 

Thus each day I send this prayer to the universe 

That it must conspire to make me perfectly fit 

I trust God is kind and my prayers shall be answered 

Until then I shall meditate my fear and pain away 

Hi everyone, thanks for dropping by, this is my seventh consecutive #BlogchatterA2Z as well as global #AtoZchallenge, and this year I am penning raw pure uncensored emotions weaved as poetry. I will so look forward to your feedback, please do let me know how are you finding it, in all earnestly. In case you wish to check out what I wrote in the previous 5 challenges here are the links for 201620172018 20192020, and 2021

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