Got up in excruciating endometriosis pain today
It has been five consecutive days
The colicky pain is draining me and making me feverish by the end of the day
And the painkillers are doing just nothing
I have fought all the battles of my life well
Whether I have won on lost
But this battle of health, despite trying hard
I am unable to sail through it at all
Umpteen rounds to the doctor
Have begun again
An MRI is scheduled
Which I am most scared of yet again
But I have to be very strong
Another surgery perhaps they will plan
This one is going to be a really major one
And I have to be at the hospital for a longer time
I am ready to take it all in my stride
If the surgery can make the pain subside
If it can end my over a decade long battle with endometriosis and Adenomyosis
But the doctor says this she cannot guarantee
And I am again left in two minds
To keep bearing the pain
Or take the risk
And get the multiple organs removal surgery done
Because my earlier experience with surgeries has been extremely bad
My threshold to bear the pain
Has also drastically gone down
I will have to really decide soon
Wish I had somebody who can guide me through
With an unbiased opinion
If you know someone who can
I will be really grateful to to you
For I deeply wish to win
This battle of health
I love life and want to live a long life
I wish God grants me my wish
Hi everyone, thanks for dropping by, this is my seventh consecutive #BlogchatterA2Z as well as global #AtoZchallenge, and this year I am penning raw pure uncensored emotions weaved as poetry. I will so look forward to your feedback, please do let me know how are you finding it, in all earnestly. In case you wish to check out what I wrote in the previous 5 challenges here are the links for 2016, 2017, 2018 2019, 2020, and 2021.
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