Wednesday, 27 April 2022

(e) Xtra Efforts

 



I have no words today 

Feeling so dizzy with pain 

Lying down half sitting curled up in a recliner 

Waiting for the pain killer to start showing effect 


But I know by body doesn’t respond to them any more 

And I uselessly keep popping more and more 

Hoping against hope that I get some relief 

Placing a boiling water bag on my stomach 


A million things running through my mind 

My inability as a mother tops them all 

It causes me so much mental clutter 

I still can’t summon up the energy to stand up


It has been three hours like this already 

Chanting and meditating and trying to divert

I guess I have to put in some more extra effort 

But where is the energy to do so


Let me still give it a try 

Try focusing away from the excruciating pain 

May be if feels neglected and goes away 

Sorry guys nothing worthwhile today I am able to write 


Hi everyone, thanks for dropping by, this is my seventh consecutive #BlogchatterA2Z as well as global #AtoZchallenge, and this year I am penning raw pure uncensored emotions weaved as poetry. I will so look forward to your feedback, please do let me know how are you finding it, in all earnestly. In case you wish to check out what I wrote in the previous 5 challenges here are the links for 201620172018 20192020, and 2021


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