I have no words today
Feeling so dizzy with pain
Lying down half sitting curled up in a recliner
Waiting for the pain killer to start showing effect
But I know by body doesn’t respond to them any more
And I uselessly keep popping more and more
Hoping against hope that I get some relief
Placing a boiling water bag on my stomach
A million things running through my mind
My inability as a mother tops them all
It causes me so much mental clutter
I still can’t summon up the energy to stand up
It has been three hours like this already
Chanting and meditating and trying to divert
I guess I have to put in some more extra effort
But where is the energy to do so
Let me still give it a try
Try focusing away from the excruciating pain
May be if feels neglected and goes away
Sorry guys nothing worthwhile today I am able to write
Hi everyone, thanks for dropping by, this is my seventh consecutive #BlogchatterA2Z as well as global #AtoZchallenge, and this year I am penning raw pure uncensored emotions weaved as poetry. I will so look forward to your feedback, please do let me know how are you finding it, in all earnestly. In case you wish to check out what I wrote in the previous 5 challenges here are the links for 2016, 2017, 2018 2019, 2020, and 2021.
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