After being a diehard romantic for long
I have now come to understand the true nature of love
Though by far I always swore by its purity
But time and again it had ditched me at times most unexpected
True love I now feel does not exist
Apart from maybe a mother’s love
Rest all is, give and take
A mutual agreement you never signed in the first place
It is the expectation that someone will care
On days, sick and hard
That broke my heart
Because fighting a lonely battle is ten times more difficult
The truth is that love is my nature, deceptive
You are loved when you are happy, smiling, giggling, and raising a toast to life
But when the love you truly desire in moments of dark
You are left with comments and satires cold-hearted
Waking up in tears is so not me
I have always loved to be a girl chirpy
The tears were due to someone else
Whom I had by far believed loved me the most
What kind of love was this
Love me crazily on some days
And ignore and hurt on others
I hated this shift for years and it drives me insane
I thought if you love a person you care
But if you do so on days you are abided by
And not on days, I expressed my voice at something you don’t like
You were ruthless and cold
Getting tired of this deception
I am putting an end to all my expectations
I can’t let the deceptive love play havoc with my emotions
Am thus taking charge to remain neutral
Self-love is what I profess now
Taking care of myself and my smiles
For whatever number of days, I will be alive
There will be no room for true love in my life
Hi everyone, thanks for dropping by, this is my seventh consecutive #BlogchatterA2Z as well as global #AtoZchallenge, and this year I am penning raw pure uncensored emotions weaved as poetry. I will so look forward to your feedback, please do let me know how are you finding it, in all earnestly. In case you wish to check out what I wrote in the previous 5 challenges here are the links for 2016, 2017, 2018 2019, 2020, and 2021.
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