'Life', my love, I love you the most
Every moment I yearn to live you to the fullest
I know how valuable you are
And the fear of losing you troubles me so much
It’s terrible to live twenty-three days a month in excruciating pain
Yet I always put forward my bravest front for the last twelve years
Smiling vivaciously hiding the mental trauma of life-crippling endometriosis
Because I hate to see people give me pitiful glances
Then why am writing about it
Here, in my open diary
It is because sometimes I need to speak
It hurts to keep it all concealed
With time and with every surgery my threshold for endurance has gone worse
But what has kept me going is my unparalleled love for you, my life
You have prevented me from giving up
And bounce back each time with equal vigor
I know I am a fighter but honestly
It is no bravery
It’s due to my fondness for you, most sincerely
That though I am slowly fading, I still get up each day passionately
For I know how privileged I am to have you
After having gone through so much, to be still sailing through
It’s all thanks to you
Life, my love, I love you the most
Trust me when I say this
I am trying my best bit, to do
All that it takes to be with you
For as long as I can, giving my efforts full
Both physically and mentally
Dear life, I have always tried
Pulling myself up looking the disease
Straight into the eye
I have believed in the power of training my mind
On my fitness, I had worked day and night
Despite the bitter hormonal pills
Which send my life’s balance for a toss
What is it if not my deep love for you
That when paralyzed by pain
And confined to bed for weeks and days
I look for motivation and just pen and pen
Till the painkillers make infinite failed attempts
To make me feel better
I hold on to the bleak ray of hope convincing myself
This too shall pass
I want to live, I really want to live,
A long life with all its laugher and cries
I adore you my life, every moment that I have
I promise you, shall be full of love and strength
That’s my promise to me too
To make the two most precious people in my life
To enjoy with me as long as I am with them in full
So that they don’t miss later wifey and mommy
You, Me and You dear life
Are meant to be together
So don't you dare abandon me ever
Life, my love, I love you the most
P.S. Please pls don’t leave any sad comments, I only need your love and blessings 💗. You may read my articles on Endometriosis here, the more awareness we create about the ailment the better.
“This post is a part of ‘UMeU’ Poetry Blog Hop #UMeUBlogHop organized by Manas Mukul. The hop is brought to you by SoulCraft and You, Me & The Universe.”
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